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| 10:10pm 13/10/2005 |
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mood:  sad music: california's burning-augustana
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I don't know what's going on anymore..well i probably never did but life keeps getting fucking stranger and stranger. I wish i wasn't in such a shitty mood all week....I just feel like everything that happens nowadays is so bizare and I need to like take everything in and process it but i just think about it all too much and get so upset. Randomly start crying in the car when a certain song comes on cause it gets me thinking. i'm pathetic aren't i? thought so. |
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| 12:26am 18/09/2005 |
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mood:  bored music: britney spearsssssss
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so uhm whatever happened to the days of getting drunk at the outhouse? I was totally just thinking about it and how much fun we had ..kathy <3 haha. aw man. |
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| aint no way i'll be lonelyyyyy |
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| 08:31pm 07/09/2005 |
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mood:  intimidated music: BRITNEY SPEARS - LONELY YEAAA THATS WHATS UP
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Hm so WOW WHENNNNN the hell was the last time i wrote in this fucking thing? Last school year apparently...
I'm quite sad today..my dog had surgery and now he's all stitched up. It's very upsetting :( <3 you sasha
so Anna is now a senior...how strange. Actually doesn't feel all that different...School seems blah like every other year. I only have 6 classes...Only two of which seem interesting Human Behavior and Critical Years. but I can't say that any of my teachers are really mean or anything just a little nuts.
I like leaving early and comming home and sleeping...or going to quiznos and having Drew pay for my food :)
I had my first photo 2 class at the college last night with Liz...Our teacher is nice but talks soooo fucking much.
I had my first psychology class at the college this evening and I'm looking foward to it..nice teacher...okay class although I don't know anyone cause it's all college students. We have to do an oral presentation..okay ME talk in front of college students for 5 minutes? Lets see how that works out.
Like Diana said..let's not have any drama this year..PSH as long as there are girls there will be drama.
This is the last year. Damn. What am I doing with my life? |
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| 01:00pm 28/02/2005 |
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mood: bored music: Zion I - silly puddy
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so there was an early dismissal today but I didn't go anyway. hm. just my luck. I haven't written in here in quite a bit. So I got my first ticket from a morris plains cop who I might add was very nasty to me..and now I have to go to court when I really think he was lying. too much bullshit to type out though so I guess I won't bother. Hm I wonder if Andrew's okay? Snowww tonight. :)..oh I almost forgot..Naor's party was..interesting....supervising was...interesting. |
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| 11:23am 17/01/2005 |
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You Are 22 Years Old |
22
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| 10:32pm 26/12/2004 |
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xmas party at hopelessone's house!! |
kiss_thesky089
 kiss_thesky089</strong> drank 13 tequilas, 6 mint juleps, 12 rums, 13 aligator bites, 15 everclears and 15 whiskeys.
whiterabbit_js</strong> and kurtz914</strong> thought it would be frightfully funny if they released an otter down kiss_thesky089</strong>'s
underpants. kiss_thesky089</strong> now appreciates the dangers of frenzied land mammals.
In my day a man could handle his drink. A friend of mine could drink a gallon of bourboun in one sitting and could
still drive home, beat his wife and have enough energy to sleep with her afterward!
kurtz914
kurtz914</strong> drank 12 white wines, 6 stouts, 14 gins, 12 coffee liqueurs and 3 aligator bites.
kurtz914</strong> and milovdacock</strong> were on the edge of a punch-up after milovdacock</strong> called kurtz914</strong> a balding greasy bastard with hungry head lice!
whiterabbit_js
whiterabbit_js</strong> drank 3 cognacs.
hopelessone
hopelessone</strong> drank 13 mescals, 2 cosmopolitans, 2 bloody marys and 5 poteens.
yankeechic00
yankeechic00</strong> drank 12 white russians, 3 mint juleps, an absinthe, 2 coffee liqueurs and 2 champagnes.
kyootie
kyootie</strong> drank 2 rums, a bloody mary, 5 vodkas and 10 hot toddys.
taintedeyes88
taintedeyes88</strong> drank 2 brandys, 2 cosmopolitans, 2 white wines and 4 aftershocks.
milovdacock
milovdacock</strong> drank 10 tequilas.
kiss_thesky089</strong>, kurtz914</strong> are in contention of winning "Best Group of Barfers" at the annual "Karen Carpenter Memorial Awards" in Paris.
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Xmas Party? |
Drunken fights, hammer attacks, glorious turkeys, ridiculous amounts of alcohol, sex, drugs and rock n roll Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks! |
how silly |
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| 11:35pm 29/10/2004 |
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mood: lonely music: tiny dancer- elton john
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I haven't written in here in forever have i....oh...well....I didn't go to school today...i had some sort of allergic reaction to something when i was in the city. Which was a very fun time by the way. Jenny came with my the first night..we went to horus that night....the village too...DIVA closed down. what the fuck? yea. BUmmer. It wasn't a total waste though...I did take pictures for photo and we filmed for mass media.....hm. When the hell do report cards come home? |
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| * I only make jokes to distract myself from the truth * |
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| 11:15pm 28/10/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: zero 7 - distractions
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I guess I should write in here huh?...yea. School has been...schoolish...I really dislike having chemistry with cusmano since I had her last year...and having luigi as my lab partner is well..uncool. Things this year are..different. I don't like it...I miss the way somethings used to be.... :/
Sivonne's mommy called me last night and we chatted. I miss her too heh. She's super cool. I've been really tired lately..I come home from school and fall asleep and wake up and go to work. I don't like that cycle it needs to stop.
It's already 11:19. hmph. Thank god tomorrow is fridayyyyy. word yo. Okay. I'm peacin. |
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| 12:18pm 25/09/2004 |
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well last night was quite interesting mhm. i had a fight with a moth while i was taking a shower this morning...i won! i'm off to brian's and then work :( |
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| * i wanna see you out that door baby bye bye bye! * |
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| 04:25am 19/09/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: martin talking about black people jumping rope :)
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this weekend was quite amazing....I'm sooo glad I got to see everyone :) palisades was a okay. Me, Shari, Shane and Larry slept over Lauren and Jeremy's house and it was quite fun. On the drive home we sang nsync songs and such....Larry's bed defines comfortable..and his car is crazy fast. Aw. I miss it already....umh it's 4:29 am and I'm on the phone with martin .I wish I was tired. Jenny and Liz are asleep in my beddddd :( i wanna sleeeep.nsync. is amazing. |
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| *Sometimes you choke on the smell just to breathe* |
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| 10:47pm 09/09/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: let go - frou frou
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I HAVE to snap out of this. Sivonne called me today. she seemed really happy. I'm glad...that she's happy. Wish I could say the same for myself. I don't know what's wrong with me...why can't I just snap out of this seriously. I have a feeling I'm going to be like this for a while. |
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| * these people aren't your friends they're paid to kiss your feet * |
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| 12:28am 09/09/2004 |
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mood: scared music: Radiohead - thinking about you
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SO my vacation was amazing. I wasn't expecting to miss these people as much as I do. This seems to happen to me a lot..all the people I end up caring about a whole lot live nowhere near me or end up leaving.
Being away from Randolph was so wonderful.....but it was weird because I remember tiny dancer came on when we were playing charades(sp) in the cafe...and it really reminded me of sivonne...I guess cause we were listening to that song the last night she slept over....and ever since it's made me really sad.
I saw garden state yesterday with cooper , Steve and Kate. T'was good. I enjoyed it even though Robert says it sucked. It put me in a sad mood. I didn't really talk to eric at all on the ride home. akward of me.
I have no desire to be back in school tomorrow. none at all. no desire to see those assholes. deal with homework, teachers. ack. |
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| 03:31am 06/09/2004 |
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mood: sad music: tiny dancer - elton john
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hah. can you tell that I was bored? well i got back from the cruise. It was amazing. I'm so sad that I'm home..and it still feels like I'm rocking on a boat. bleh. more about the cruise tomorrow I suppose. |
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| * don't look back you can never look back * |
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| 01:13am 27/08/2004 |
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mood: bored music: boys of summer- don henley
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Today was okay. Sivonne called me this morning :) I miss that little isreali girl of mine. :(
I got my hair redyed since everyone was commenting on my roots. grrr. My mom and I fought as we usually do...she was really getting under my skin so I kinda threw a water bottle at her :/ whatever she called me and we got over it i guess....but it was akward as always.
I feel so girly cause I packed way too much clothes..and I bought three pairs of sunglasses today haha. Who needs three pairs of sunglasses?
Whatever. I'm way cool. CRUISE TOMORROW...I should be really excited right? Well...I'm semi excited. Hopefully I'll meet cool people.
family guy in 43 minutes :) |
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| * But who are my real friends? Have they all got the bends? Am I really sinking this low ?* |
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| 12:05am 26/08/2004 |
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mood:  complacent music: the bends - radiohead
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I was in a crummy mood this morning so I got home and smoked a hookah by myself on the swing and just listened to some old mix cds. they made me feel shitty and happy at the same time..i can't really explain it. I have to cheer up..but for some reason it's not that easy.
Tonight was nice...I went to cafe to go see Eric play :) He was so good and he kept saying my name on the mic haha....and uhm HE PLAYED WISH YOU WERE HERE FOR ME!!! HOLY SHIT. that made my night.
I have to start packing but I'm sure I'll leave it to like 4 am tomorrow cause I am just cool like that. Hopefully I'll be happier after I get home from this vacation. |
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| * how i wish how i wish you were here * |
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| 12:42pm 23/08/2004 |
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SO Sivonne dropped me off a little while ago. It hasn't sunk in yet that that was the last time I'd see her for a year....obviously I know that but luckily I didn't break down like I do on the way home from camp or something.
I gave her the photo album/scrapbook thing I made for her and she really liked it...I'm glad. I almost cried last night when she was looking at it but I made sure not to. It sucks that I couldn't go to Canada with her cause I'd miss the first day of my cruise.
Hm. I'm so tired. I have work tonight and tomorrow night :(
wow...a part of me really didn't think she was going to go to isreal. bummer. |
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| rich today you could be poor tomorrowwww |
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| 01:45am 20/08/2004 |
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mood: bored music: lady saw- if i was a rich girl haha
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This week has been eh. Working...hanging out with cool kids. Went to white castle last night with Janine, Sivonne Jamie and her friend and it was so funny cause half the people in there were asian and indian so it was just like the movie.
I've been thinking lately :/ oh boy. CITYYYY TOMORROWWWWWW....IT BETTER BE A KICKASS NIGHT we're getting a sweet..and yes i know thats not how you spell it. i'm just cool. I'm going to be dirt poor tomorrow :(
CRUISE IN LESS THAN A WEEEKKKKK WOOHOOOO. by the way bianca and jason I'm totally sleeping in your room cause I'm not going to sleep with my parental units. hope thats okay with you .hah. |
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| 02:13am 14/08/2004 |
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p.s....some guy at the mall was hitting on me so i told him sivonne and I were together..and he continued to hit on me. and when i left...he asked sivonne for my number. HAHA. mmmm..in other news..city tomorrow...well actually today in....8 hours. wooooo. |
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